:'(

sedihnye...aku xnak jadi camni...aku ni mmg teruk..malam ni rase nak nangis sampai pengsan.biar.aku dah xkesah.

1st time-kek batique

salam...

yess..mmg da bhabuk tahap kalau minyak bkumpul kat bdn ni,mau jd lemak yg menebal..(ape kaitan?)

ah,xkesah la.yg pnting mmg lame gila x update blog ini..

x sangke da mndapat title yg skian lame diidamkan-"PENGANGGUR"

hm..smalam baru dpt result prac..insyaallah nak sambung kat ipta kalau diizinkan

Allah..INSYAALLAH...tp smpai skg xdapat2 lagi cgpa..org laen sume dah dapat...risau pulak den ni ha..

hari ni tibe2 jadi rajen rase nk wt dessert2 ni ha...da lame simpan impian nk wt nih...tp asyik malas..malas...malas...

jd scare tibe2 jugaklah t'bukak pic kkek batik..alamak...sgt yummy lah!time2 tu gk t'igt la kat kek batik kwn sy yg bname nabila ni...tp jauh pulak nk mintak(hehe..kantoi pemalas)

then tibe2(asyik tibe2 je..) tgn ni g taep mesej..

-"la,cmne nk wt kek batik?"

aish...org duk ckp bnde tu plg sng nk wt...tgk je la resepi..tp tu lah..manje sgt,nk jugak tanye kt si nabila ni ha...

pastu cube la buat...pukul 1.30pm..

pukul 8pm....ni la hasilnya...

taraaaaa!!hihi..mcm bagus sgt je..

tq iela for ur help..tp xlawa cm kau wt la.. :D

-xoxo-

;) another happy day~

i'm in love with this song~

Last kiss...

I still remember the look on your face
Been through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That July 9th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in
I'm not much for dancing but for you did

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips, ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd ever last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips

layannn~

hm...boringnye ble tadek org nk msg or call...camne la aku xrase bosan ble idup single cmni...(klu kwn2 aku bce ni msti dorg komplen bla....bla...bla...)

hari ni hari ketiga...n aku,like always,akn msg die gak even aku tau die x akn reply.

korang rase patot ke aku msg die?aku msg sbb aku nk end kan sume bende yg myekse jiwe aku ni...but still,he didn't reply...huu~sgt sdeh skg ni..pe la yg aku da wat agaknye ye..pning da otak aku ni pusing2(naseb pale aku ni xpusing same,klu x msti aku nye pale da upside down.hehe)

eish,smpat lak aku glak sorg2.tgh sdeh ni!=(

skg ni cume harap yg die akn reply blek msg tu je..tu pon da ckup utk wat aku x tsekse da.tolongla paham...aku da pnah rase bnde cmni...xkan nak wat bnde yg sme cmtu gk...

nak bjwang jap...

My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You

The part that hurts me the most,

is knowing that I once had you and then lost you...

Even when I pour my heart out to you,I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.

There is one pain I often feel which

you will never know because

it is caused by the absence of you.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone

because you're so afraid of losing them

ppum (21/3-29/4) n things dat happened...~

hari yg dtggu dah pun lepas...hari jumaat..hari takhir aku sbagai sorg staf smntare kt ppum.i'm not proud to become one of them,for sure!

so on da last day,i was like:"really?hari ni last day?"

cam xcaye je.tapi last day kat sane mmg SUCKS!!!!!still kena g treat patient eventhough there are lots of things to do!!xpnah aku jumpe fisio yg xbtul cmtu,kul 4 sruh ktorg g amek signature sume fisio,gila!kul 4.30 da kena blek.t'kedek2 la kami ni g cari fisio kat sume department.ikutkan hati,rse nk cekik2 je.tapi,nasib baek la Allah mmberi aku kesabaran yg lbeh sket..hehe

n lastly,ktorg xsmpat pn nk settle sume bnde tu..ianye dlanjutkan smpai hari esok...(ye!kami tpakse ke sane utk mgambil sume markah2 tsebut,ade ke patot???die nye salah,ktorg lak kena bsusah payah.grr~)

spanjang kat sane,pe yg aku bleh kate la,tu la tmpt prac yg plg x best,plg pnat, n mmbuatkan ktorg jadi bodo skejap.haha.btul,kat sne xleh nak blaja lgsung.

but da best part of da prac:-

-we learn so many diseases(haha,best ke tu?)

-dpt makan hot n roll savoury crispy pizza beef!(esok nk bli la!yay!)

-even pnat kena bngun kul 5.30 pg,tp ble dengar da voice dat waking me up,i felt fresh,n so happy to go through the day(thnx sbb sudi kejut sampai kena set jam nak bangun just to wake me up,hehe)

-kadang2 ade org sudi hantar sampai sane!(ni yg plg best ni,thnx again..=D)

even ade yg best pasal prac ni,but none of it,NONE dat can make us missed dat place.haha.

haa...masuk zon sdeh lak..sgt xrela nk blah dr shah alam ni..

i've gotta say dat tonight are going to b da last nite in shah alam...sgt sdeh okay!

<3 nanti xdpt jumpe iela kt giant!-hari2 aku akan lalu kat dlm juz to meet u taw x..hehe-

<3 nanti xdpt da mkn kueteow kt khalifah yg sgt sdap tu...

<3 nanti xdpt jumpe da team bola uitm yg sgt happening!-sgt mnyesal xdpt tgk dorg maen hari tu..da la siap jd playmaker lak...='(-

<3 sgt byk la bnde yg akn drindui kat sini...xlarat nak tulis da..=p

but i have to admit it,life ni bknnye leh nk relax je..kena byk bkorban sket..

n about me n u,lets juz leave it to Allah.if ade jodoh,ade la..if xde,aku redha je..nak wat camne kan..kte cume hambe-Nya..

but for da record,sriously hav lots of fun wif u..sriously dun think dat i can feel this way again...hehe

BUT!(again...)

rite now,i was kinda disappointed coz he'd been acting like a weirdo.hm..da x sudi kwn ngn aku kot??

mane x nye,slalu die yg akn call,like several times a day.tp ble exam ni,jgn kate call,text pn ssh..xtau pe mslahnye..maybe t'igt kat ex die yg cun tu kot..=(

xpela...nk wat cmne...aku ni pun muke xseberape..so xpyh la nk bharap ke pe.xpyh la nk pikir lg...blaja sampai abes,da kje,then baru la pikir sume tu..kn2??tapi sdeh n ssh sket la nk let go all these crappy feelings away...

Ya Allah...bantulah hambe mu ini...amiinnnnnn......

it's a great song~

aku cuma mampu berdoa~

hari ni aku jumpe dgn iela...lepas rindu rasenye..hehe

aku mlngkah ke DEMC dgn gembire hari ni sebab ni last day aku..

bli nugget cam biase..xyah jumpe muke org keje bok siti tu..lege..

sampai2 je,aku dapat berita buruk,slh sorang patient yg aku handle kena h1n1...bru je tau pagi tadi..

aku yg tgh hepi trus tdiam

maksudnye aku berisiko utk kena!

scare spontan air mate aku mleleh..tapi aku kesat sebab takut org nmpak.

h1n1..

bukan kes mudah tu..

aku rase cam nak cari doktor yg handle patient tu

tak gune punye doktor,bukan nak bagitau patient tu wat screening utk h1n1

dan sjak dari pagi sampai petang,aku masam je,berfikir sbnarnye camne nak g cek kat doktor.

ayah konfem r dah bising sruh bncang ngan bos pe yg patut aku wat

aku xleh bfikir dgn waras waktu tu..aku cume leh nanges..nanges..nanges..

dalam ati aku mmg aku sumpah2 doktor tu

last2 aku wat keputusan nak blek umah esok dan trus g check up kt hosp.sg buloh..

dlm kpale aku dah tfikir pe yg bakal tjadi hari esok..

either positive or negative..

dan waktu setiap solat...aku berdoa mohon dijauhkan pnyakit tu...sebab aku kena attend hari isnin ni..aku tau sume tu mmg mustahil sebab pnyakit tu mmg brisiko tggi...

aku cume mampu berdoa..mgharapkan keajaiban dari Allah.

kawan2,,tolong doakan saye xde pape ye...=(

back to december ^-^,poor damon~-~

Currently obsessed with dis song...dis dong sounded like taylor swift was so cruel to taylor lautner,but it still a sweet song for me..=)

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

i've never been crying when watching vampire diaries,but dis morning,i cried! in the latest episode,the descent,damon was too sweet,unlike before,in the previous episode,which pictured him as a BAD guy...he had to kill rose,n da way he killed her was way tooooo sad!R.I.P Rose~

-iela,ak da tgk dlu b4 mntak kt ko..xdpt nk thn...sgt2 sdeh..xpatut btul stefan asyik bhgye je..=(